these days???

These days I am being a mess! I am often late for the classes and I’m skipping classes quite a lot. Yesterday I had 3^rd period and 4^th period classes. It takes about an hour and 10 minute for me to come to school and I usually leave home at around 12 on Wednesdays. But yesterday, I was still home at 13:27. And when I finally put on my shoes and opened the door, I found a pretty butterfly. I wanted to take a picture of it. It took me long time so I decided to skip the 3^rd period and attend 4^th period.

When I finally reached the classroom, nobody was there. I had no idea and asked the assistant-professor if the classroom had been changed. She told me that the class had just finished. OMG it was 5^th period. I was supposed to come at 3 but I was there at 16:40.

I really need to fix myself. I feel like I am trying hard but the level of my “trying hard” is far below everyone’s. And now I realized that being a mess is not “these days” problem; I am always like this!!!! Somebody help me to be a better human being!!!!!!!!